it’s just not in my nature. If someone’s like “Oh yeah, let’s hang out on Saturday!” unless it’s my boyfriend, I’m just like… no bro, no. But sometimes I initially feel like hanging out, or I want to TRY to hang out at least, and then I’ll cancel. So, some people are subject to that flakiness I have. But I can’t help it. It’s part of my depression I suppose? I’d rather laze around all day. Truthfully, people are work to be around. And every day is already a bit of a struggle for me, just to get through (some people have no i-fucking-dea) so weekends are a nice time to just ktfo, you know?

My bad bro. Not like I don’t like you or anything, I just fucking suck. I wish it weren’t so, but then if it weren’t so, a lot of me wouldn’t be so, and therefore…